December 2011
7 posts
Reblog this if you have seen Misha Collins naked.
cruciothedemons:
On a horse.
November 2011
1 post
1 tag
Gishwhes
I love the entire experience. From the very beginning, where I registered and started doing research on other ways to pay, because I didn’t have a debit card.. and finally founding teammates that were so willing to help! :’)) I love them all, my teammates, Team #558 FTW!!! Yes, I am suffering withdrawal symptoms after Gishwhes. I mean, come on, who wouldn’t after just reading...
January 2011
2 posts
September 2010
10 posts
Moving house!
XD Nah, moving over to my new blog. www.vendettaseduction.blogspot.com I love the look, spent time editing it. :D Help me leave a tag, please? Have a good day everyone~
I've
had enough with this covering of one eye shit. Either you show me both eyes, no triangles, no stupid checkerboards or any pillars or whatever symbolism you’ve got, and I will buy your album. If you do, and you don’t even know it, you suck and I ain’t gonna give a shit about your music. Its not hard really, I’ve a lot of other people who are not into that stuff that I can...
Why the fuck
Does everything I do always, remind people of OTHER people? LIKE WHAT? I did it, not them. I don’t care how similar, my ideas, my actions, the way I fucking smile. It’s me! Gosh.
Yeah, I'm keeping my shit together.
Trying hard not to break again. My memories are getting worse. Sometimes, when I try to remember, its just blank. Nothing. What’s wrong with me? I don’t even know why am I living anymore. Like who do I love? Nobody. Yeah, family? I am too distant from them. Friends? I’m sorry, but right now nobody. Like my dreams? I’ve given them up a long time ago. Like for my future?...
When I ..
Look at you, I am able to believe. Believe what? That I can do anything, and I’ll be damn good at it.
I
just drank something that overloaded my senses. My senses are either sharp as hell now, or I’m going super high. But this feels really good.
August 2010
27 posts
“Ability is what you’re capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do....”
– Lou Holtz (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via sanzochan)
I saw you
I want to cry, cause I saw you upclose! I touch your hand, and we danced in the most childish of ways! We were singing, screaming with laughter. I saw all of you, when you were young, when you are teen, and now, you. You were telling me to keep smiling,. But how do I smile, when you’re so near to me, only for this while! You’re so beautiful, even more so when you’re near. I could...
I'm gonna
tell you, I love you. Know that when I wake up the next day, I want to know you’re still around. Hell, I’m gonna take you for granted sometimes. But for other times, I know you have a place in my heart, and I am missing you even when you’re around. Cause that way, it feels sweeter.
Tonight,
I am gonna enjoy my show,
You the main attraction, And I’m your lover.
“To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human...”
– Anna Louise Strong (via kari-shma)
I realise
You don’t deserve me. Took me long enough. I see that all this time, I’ve splashed paint on my own face. Thought we were building a friendship, but all that work, I did it myself. So, now go build that ship with someone willing to be your slave. I’m done with heartbreak hotel. I’m checking out, and you my friend, are just checking in. Enjoy your stay.
I miss you so bad.
Here tonight, I look at my family sleeping. And I feel terribly alone. Your voice is singing in my ears. You’re beside me, us looking at each other, but I can’t touch you.
I swallowed back tears. I feel a sharp pain, remembering your sweet curve of a smile. When dawn emerges, I wish you’re by my side, to whisper me good morning, to tickle me silly till I scream crying happily...
Ohgod,
Don’t you feel everything’s the same? The shoes, the food, the cars, more brands but just names to fool you for your sweet money. Learn this, can you speak that, walk this way, get that latest thing or act that way. Be yourself and you won’t go nowhere, let yourself be manufactured, and everyone will oh love you. This world is for your taking, as long as you be this way....
Fuck you~
Fuck you very muchhh. Fuck, yeah, FUCK YOU. Do you get a kick out of calling me dumb? Do you get a kick kicking me? Do you, do you really enjoy
living a life so meaningless, and worst of all?! YOU ANNOY ME Fuck you~ Fuck you very very much,
wish you’ll just die tomorrow
appear in the papers, and make me smile ~
Fuck you,
hope it fails for you,
Fuck youuuu, You say…,
“I...
It's fasting month!
First thing first: SELAMAT BERPUASA everyone! And to those not fasting, thank you for being polite to not eat in front of us.
It has been cool, things have been going pretty fast, though the hunger pangs does get strong sometimes. But the bad part is when I can smell everyone. On an empty stomach, I can smell much better than usual. And man, it doesn’t help that I can tell exactly if the...
Happy to know
People still miss me when I’m gone. :’D
You know.
Each trickle pierce me,
Why didnt you scream?
I never meant to leave you,
You know I love you,
Didnt know you were dying,
I was left blind by croc tears,
My world is grey
when you’re gone
Why do we cry in silence,
Why do we keep repeating, regretting? We keep quiet when theres a need,
Yet shout, scream, & kill for a want.
Both my hands tied back,
With lies of the elite,
I...
Didnt know
my fear got worse. but i’m overcoming it. My demons are dying. Still there, but dying. Finally.
When
everything becomes unbearable for this little mind.. She stares at a flower, and in her tears she can smile, the beauty of the flower telling her that even when everything else is dark, that little flower blooming is like a ray of sunshine just for you. And that even when everything else appears dreary, and grey, the flower is ever so beautiful, and oh so gentle. It won’t judge you. It will...
Wow..
(warning: this post is literally flooded with this symbol —> ! if you don’t like exclamation marks, dont proceed to the paragraphs below. thank you.)
A trip to Entertainment on 5 is really entertainment on HIGH! LOL! And man, the audience can scream until my eardrums ring! Damn happy! Met Kui Jien and Taufik! I actually went there just to see KJ, but then Taufik is an added...
Urgh.
I’m as childish as ever. Only my family knows how childish I can be. I don’t like being an adult. Damn it. I don’t like it. So much complications. Life is suppose to be simple. All these stupid rules, stupid fashion codes, stupid way of behaving, stupid stupid stupid!!!!!
URGH. I HATE BEING AN ADULT. AND THE FACT THAT ADULTS DON’T LAUGH AS MUCH AS CHILDREN DO. AND THAT...
If theres one thing
I am damn sure about. Is that I really love Michael Jackson. For who he is, for his work, for his love of children. And for the fact that he really tried. He really did.
I didn't sleep enough.
I began to see hallucinations. Today was bad in terms of what I see. I thought I saw the guy went into the toilet, then when I walked to the living room, he’s there ironing his clothes. I am freaked. Not only that, I thought I saw the girl waving goodbye. Then I turned to take my bag, and she’s beside me talking to a friend. I am not sleeping well I guess. First time the...
I could
Feel your eyes drinking me, caressing me. I could feel your breath just behind my ear. Yet, you’re just standing there, breathing in deep and fast.. so consumed with your desire. I don’t dare to look directly into your eyes. Cause I know, in an instant I would be your slave. No, not forced. I will beg to be your slave, unable to resist, till every demon in us is satisfied. You scare...
I realised..
I woke up. From a super deep sleep. I used to not care about my future, I will stare at a wall for hours (true) sometimes barely breathing. It was like somewhere in between my childhood, and adulthood, I wanted to die. Now, I am embracing life. I am actively trying to control my mind, actively thinking what goes into my mind. I am actually thinking. I am taking risks, I am deciding. I am concerned...
Kui Jien
IS SO HOT AND CUTE. Cannot believe he’s in singapore. I can feel his hotness even right now. LOL! Gonna be seeing him soon~ And to his beautiful wife, Sarah, DON’T EVER LET GO of this gorgeous man! You both are perfect for each other! Just dont assume that I will sit around if he’s single.. hehehe!
Rasaku
Benci terhadapmu. Benci, marah, mual dan setiap kali aku melihatmu aku terasa seperti kau membawa sial padaku. Kau salah, aku bukan pemaaf. Benciku susah untuk hilang. Suatu hari nanti, jika teknologi canggih, dan kau dapat melihat mindaku. Kau akan takut. Kerana dalam fikiranku tentang kau, hanya pembunuhan, seksaan dan darah.
Dan setiap kali kau mati dalam mindaku, aku tersenyum, tersangat...
When I first saw you,
I thought you were beautiful. A blink of your eyes, scares away my tears. A smile of your lips soars my heart, and burns my skin. I believed that you were perfect. No, not in a perfection, but perfect in your own way.
And it saddens me, greatly. That to know you are murdering yourself. Right in front of me, and who am I to stop you? I am not even your friend, nor associate.
I am ashamed that I...
July 2010
20 posts
I am done
Struggling.
I’ve lost myself. My own passion.
I’m wading by, floating aimlessly.
I’ve lost it all.
I used to have magic,
I used to inspire.
Now, I’m just drained.
A seed of fear
grew and invaded my spirit,
and now,
all I want is my own spirit back.
Oh, how I’ve tried.
It’s like death knocked a tad early,
the moment you felt your own spirit
...
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants....”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) (via kari-shma)
:D
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