I didn’t sleep enough.

I began to see hallucinations. Today was bad in terms of what I see. I thought I saw the guy went into the toilet, then when I walked to the living room, he’s there ironing his clothes.

I  am freaked. Not only that, I thought I saw the girl waving goodbye. Then I turned to take my bag, and she’s beside me talking to a friend.

I am not sleeping well I guess. First time the hallucinations got that strong. And right now, I am focusing on white areas. Since right now is nightime, my mind is creating all scary images in any area that I see is dark. If its brightly lit, I don’t see anything, just white.

But when I’m hallucinating, is when Im my most creative. I could literally experience what I imagine, right in front of me. And its scary as hell.

Cause when you’re that tired, you can’t control what your mind wishes to see. And some of those things are not lovely.

08/07/10 at 2:05pm